Thursday, June 01, 2006
4:27 AM
Haha. Haven't blogged for some time because i was bogged down by the preparation for today. Its finally the time that Siyuan bid farewell to the rest of us here at 3Q.

Two years in JC, today i really felt that i have grown over the past 2 years. I didn't feel the same way when luke left in 2003. It is a kind of mixed emotion, filled with sadness and unwillingness. But I guess i consoled myself that i would leave the pack in time to come, wherever i may be going to. But the sadness still lingers over me. It is very hard to get over the fact that he is going to leave us soon. He really helped me though some really big ups and downs in my life.

Last year, when he said he was going to leave, it still felt like a long way to go. Time really flies. One promos and one common test and now he is really going to leave. It suddenly felt that i did not cherish my time well, not just with him, but with all my friends. I thought J2 life is spent more on mugging, but perhaps i was wrong.

Two years in JC is very short, and i think its more worth it to invest in a good friendship with people around than to just mug for the A levels. I really regretted not spending time well and sort of took some friends for granted. Today really made me feel the sadness. Though i will get to see him every christmas, but its still a long parting. He is really one person who made my life in RJ different. My perspectives of things changed, and he taught me alot. I really enjoyed my 2 years here with him.

He was also one great entertainer and made my life really interesting with his casual but awkward expressions sometimes. It just adds the smiles to my life. I really felt that greatness of friendship. It is something no material wealth can replace.

Siyuan, i know you have to go and you may be better off there. But i hope that you would not forget me as a friend. Best of luck and figure out the meaning behind the song i wrote on the card =)

`someday my princess will come. She just took a wrong turn, got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions]]* ;