Friday, June 02, 2006
11:58 PM
Haha. Tired after so many days of activity. Today still had prac from morning till night. Really shagged, but whatever, the result should be fun and exciting and it is only one more week to go!

Siyuan is leaving this wednesday at 7.20am on UAE. I never liked sending people off. I don't like the parting process. I am uncomfortable with changes in environment i guess. Three years ago, when i sent luke off, i think i almost cried. Am i too emotional? Thats something i ask myself once in a while. I get emotional over alot of things, friendship and relationships especially. Maybe you seldom see, but i feel worried when my friend in sick, or my friend feels uncomfortable. It becomes an innate part of me to go over and comfort my friend and share his/her problems. But i wonder sometimes if i am abit too busybody or over-reacting.

To me, i feel that friends' well-being is more important than i feel good myself. I prefer to sort of like 'sacrifice' abit if that makes my friends feel better. I think its just my natural reaction towards friends. I feel that it is one of the good ways to keep a friendship going. I don't know if it would work for everyone, but i think it is effective for me. I hope that my friends are always well and feeling happy. Thats when i would feel happy too.

Bah, i dont know how to describe.

`someday my princess will come. She just took a wrong turn, got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions]]* ;