Friday, May 19, 2006
11:29 PM
I can't help but feel that RJ is like surrounded by werewolves trying to take the school down. It's like, RJ is the centre of hate of many other JCs. I would think its probably because we have been too high up there last year? =x It just makes things very tense up when RJ faces other JCs. Hah, i am in no position to comment. But i certainly felt it that way.

Hah. Today was a really stoning day. =x. I actually fell asleep in GP class. WOW. Under the very eyes of LPM who is always peering into our eyes with that tinch of sacarasm. Hah, never happened to me before today. I guess im just working too hard. Its really tiring and wearing me out day by day. I have not enough sleep, could not find time to nap either. Sometimes i wonder about the real meaning of studying. Mugging? I don't think so. Apparently i had to 'develop' my interest in the subjects instead of being able to study and do what i want. I know many people would say that JC is just like a stepping stone to the future. I do prescribe to that point of view, thats why i didn't really bother to search for the true meaning in most things im studying now. I just take it by stride. I hope that can pull me through the As though hah. I do know that Jc is supposed to be the busiest term in studying life. MY friend in the states told me he have only 12 hours of official cirriculum time every week! That is like a third of what im going through.

It is not that i don't believe in pressure cooking or extensive knowledge imparting. I believe that these methods are the best to excel in Singapore's education system. I just think that we are applying it too extensively =x

`someday my princess will come. She just took a wrong turn, got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions]]* ;